Thursday, November 5, 2009

and then, the high school story came to the end

I can’t believe, it’s just one year and 11 months, and we need to say goodbye to each other.
It was just a ceremony, a graduation ceremony, but it brought us to the new page of life.
No more high school, no more morning assembly, no more discipline teachers, no more school rules, and no more canteen food.
I still remember it was the first day of form 4 school day, I found I’ve been arranged to 5P2, and I looked at the name list, I murmured: Oh no..!! I don’t want this class.
And now, after the one year and 11 months, after the graduation, I looked at the class photos, and I murmured again: Oh no..!! I really miss my 5P2.
I really miss those days when we were laughing together, joking together, upset together, bluffing teacher together, angry together, playing together, singing together and taking photos together.
And now, the high school life has come to the end.
I can’t forget any of the memories, no matter it was a big one, or just a small one.
I miss everyone of you, my beloved 5P2 mates.
No matter you were my enemy and we became good friends, or you were my good friend but we became enemies.
Everyone of you is just so important to me, and if there were no you, my high school life would not be that colourful.
I don’t wanna lose anyone of you, I feel empty and lonely without you guys being around me. I sobbed.
I feel so insecure when I woke up in the morning, brushed my teeth, washed my face and readied to wear my pinafore and realised that: No more school days.
I spent my entire childhood wishing that my school life ends, but now, I just think this shit sucks.
I miss my seat in class, and my neighbour seats, no matter it’s besides me, behind me, in front of me or far from me. I miss the teachers, no matter they like me or they hate me. I miss school homework, projects and class activities. I miss everyone and everything in high school.
I can’t accept the new life in this short time, my tears drop whenever I think of high school.
But everything is not going to change back to how previous was. The only thing I can do is just move forward.

Liying – I will always remember, the way you asked me: Sylvia, RM 10.

Lu Mei – My neighbour, my bestie, and my teacher. Thanks for every advice. I’m sure we will still be together in the future, loves.

Kahee – We were enemies previously, we used to hate each other. But I’m glad that we are now good friends. I love the change! :)

JiaQi – I still remember when I sat beside you and asked you whether you are lonely without Yanyee, and I told you that I accompany you. =)

EstherYee – I know sometimes we used to hate each other, but I know we will not do that in the future, thanks for your advices.

LiTheng – I can’t forget the scene when you are sleeping, The Sleeping Beauty. XD

SooTing – my 4 years classmate! We shared lotsa feelings, spent lotsa times together, and shared lotsa secrets. Thanks for being such a good friend, such a good listener and such a good supporter, loves.

Waikuan – the small but loud free spirit girl. The kind and helpful friend. Thanks for your every help and every smile!

Waiyee – The good listener, supporter and adviser. Thanks for helping me so much, a good friend. Loves.

Lichi – I wrote everything I wanted to tell you in the paper, thanks for being an 8 year good friend.

Eetheng – Thanks for your every advice, there’s thousand words in my mind just for you. Loves.

YanYee – I miss the every time I poke you. I wish I will have that chance again.

Rujun – Maybe we were enemies in once , but thanks for being such a good classmate! =)

Yeejing – What I wanted to tell you are all in the note I wrote. XD

NingXin – Thank you for your every help in every way! Without you, lotsa things would not be done. Thanks, my kind friend.

Aiginn – You brought me lotsa memories of high school. Thanks for your HAACHEWWW..!!

Pingmay – The one and only hamsup po of mine! Thanks for being such a good listener and such a good self-obsessed friend. Loves.

Xintian – we seldom talk, but I won’t forget every time you fertilise and steal my plants! :)

Iewin – The patgua friend! Find one day, if you are interested, I’ll tell you the whole story that I told pingmay!

Munyee – I’m sorry if I did hurt you in some ways that I didn’t realise. But I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings. Thanks for being such a good friend. Loves.

Weileng – I won’t forget how cold you treated me when I said some cold jokes. :)

Jinjing – I will always remember your Rihanna hairstyle!! =)

Munling – I was shocked when I see your message in my inbox. Thanks for your concern and support girl!

Wingyan – The one I can’t put down. Thanks for being such a good secret keeper and such a good listener! I cherish every moment we were together. Thanks for being bullied by me and didn’t hate me, thanks for concerning about me and gave me advices. Thanks for everything! Loves.

Xinyi – We hardly talk. But thanks for being such a kind classmate!

Andy – Thanks for all the jokes! Thanks for criticising! Thanks for always saying: Sylvia is cute. No matter it’s true or not. Thanks for being so funny. :)

Chunwai – My 10 years good friend. I won’t forget the memories we had. No matter in primary school or in high school. Thanks for everything!

Yikai – The one and only solou! I won’t forget you sms-ed me and told me you are Wuchun! I won’t forget I praised you and said that you look like a handsome Olympic athlete! :)

Kokyong – I won’t forget that everytime when I ask you: Kokyong, did you miss me? And you will tell me: Yes, a little bit. Thank you, the missed-me friend. =)

Koksheng – We were same bus! But we seldom talk, because you’ve been sleeping all the time!

Kokkiat – You know I have lotsa things wanna tell you! Thanks for being such a good friend. Thanks for talking on the phone with me saying nonsence for hours! Loves.

Szehan – We knew each other through PBC. An always-kind friend that tell me everything I wanna know and help me in everything he could help. Thanks for everything!

Tienrong – the I-like-to-criticise friend of mine. Thanks for being criticised by me and didn’t hate me. Sorry for that ok. Thanks for being a many-years good friend!

Zhiyuan – I won’t forget the way you speak in presentations!

Yeanting – Don’t worry, I didn’t hate you. I just don’t feel like sitting together with you. XD

Xizhi – We hardly talk in real life, but in msn. Hope there’s chance to meet you again!

Ziyi – the always-Munyee guy! Hope you and Munyee will really be together.

Dangyao – My more than 7 years friend! Thanks for all the jokes you played on me and him. It did really makes me smile. Thanks for everything!

Reagan – I still remember you caught me and tried to throw me into the pool! Thanks for the great memory!

Yongyeow – Thanks for always being so kind to me and always concern about me. Thanks for always telling me he is bad and tried to make me happy! Thank you for everything! Loves.

Soonpeng – My more than 10 years friend! We were so close last time in primary school! Thanks for always being such a good friend of mine!

Yewho – You know why I wear contact lenses so often before graduation? It’s because you told me: Sylvia, you look better in contact lenses! :)

EweMun – Thanks for all the advices! I know sometimes I’m really annoying, I’m so sorry. Thanks for always helping me! I really appreciate all your help and your advices. Thank you for everything! Loves!

Tucksoon – I don’t know what happened and why we suddenly became that strange, but thanks for all the memories. I wish we will be like how we were previously in the future. Thanks for everything, no matter what. Loves.

Not only the P2 gang. I miss my other besties too!

Fishie – Thanks for everything dear! It’s hard to say it here. But I know you know what I wanted to tell you. My always bestie! Loves.

Zulynn –Thanks for your kindness and loveliness. You are really a good friend of mine. Thanks for always concerning and always helping. Thanks for everything! Loves

Esther Woo – Not to forget you la! Thanks for being such a good friend in this short period. Thanks for helping and listening. Thanks for concerning and advising. Thanks for everything!

And the tuition friends.

Carson, TjeKhei – Thanks for all the advices. I appreciate your help.

Sylvia Lee – I will always remember, the same-name friend of mine!

Shaun – I know you will move to England after O level exam, hope we will meet again if there’s chance. All the best in everything.

Youwei – You bullied me for about 10 years since primary school! All the best in your college studies!

And some primary school bestie.

Vanessa – Although we are not that close anymore, but I will always remember you, my bestie!

Lala – I hope we will still meet each other often in the future. Always remember you, my dear LALA!

YunEn – We hardly talk nowadays. I wish we will meet each other again in the future and be as close as how we previously was!

And a lot! I just wish each one of us will still remember each other!
We MUST meet each other again in the future. No matter it’s birthdays, farewell, or weddings!
I love you guys. You guys rock my world! Thanks for being my friend!
LOVES!

By,
Sylvia

THE END

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

the time arrived

It's too much a mess and a stress to figure out and too much pressure on us, baby..
You told me: baby do not worry..
but I never thought we'd fall out of place, like this..
I think I'm down to my last broken heart..

BABY, I'M SORRY
I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH

THE END

Sunday, November 1, 2009

your everything takes place in my heart

found out something..
found that there's a long-time-admirer of him..
i'd even check her facebook statuses..
her blog posts..
and all..
and i found that, the girl really likes him..
well..
i dont know..
there's just a very strange feeling appeared in my heart..
and my tears were dropping down..
i dont know why..
i know that he has bunches of admirers but..
this girl really gave me a freaking strange feeling..
and i found out..
the girl's gonna confess to him on his bday i think..
and yes, it's today, since it's now already 2 something midnight..
hmmmmm..
and i was thinking, what if he says: YES?
i cant do anything..
but just like what everyone told me..
LET YOU GO, BABY
u know, i cant do that in this short time..
it's killing..
and there's no more time to change everything back now..
i still rmb every promises u told me..
but will you hold your promises baby?
will things change back to how it were?
baby you asked me to wait, you asked me not to worry..
but i cant do that, since u threw every promise behind..
it's killing, u know, baby?
i dont know, when will you call me baby again..
i dont know, when will you say u miss me again..
maybe, you wont do that anymore..
i just dont want us to end, in that way..
baby, i love you, u know that..
Happy Birthday Baby..
i wish, we will smile to each other with full-heart again..
THE END

Saturday, October 31, 2009


Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Friday, October 23, 2009

andy's bday


HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY

ANDY LIM CHEE HAN

XD

Wednesday, October 21, 2009


Sunday, October 18, 2009


Monday, October 12, 2009

because I'm a girl

Because I'm A Girl - Kiss

도대체 알수가 없어 남자들의 마음 원할땐 언제고 다주니 이젠 떠난대

이런적 처음이라고 너는 특별하다는 그말을 믿었어 내겐 행복이었어

말을 하지 그랬어 내가 싫어졌다고 눈치가 없는 난 늘 보채기만 했어

너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야 사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까

모든 걸 쉽게 다 주면 금방 싫증 내는게 남자라 들었어 틀린말 같진 않아

다시는 속지 않으리 마음 먹어 보지만 또다시 사랑에 무너지는게 여자야

오늘 우린 헤어졌어 부디 행복하라고?

너보다 좋은 사람 만나길 바란다고?

너도 다른 남자랑 똑같애 날 사랑한다 말할땐 언제고

솔직히 나 니가 잘되는 거 싫어 나보다 예쁜 여자 만나 행복하게 잘살면 어떡해

그러다가 정말 잊어버리면 어떡해

난 이렇게 힘든데 힘들어 죽겠는데 아직도 널 사랑하는데

사랑을 위해서라면 뭐든 다 할수 있는 여자의 착한 본능을 이용하지는 말아줘

나 한여자로 태어나 사랑받고 사는 게 이렇게 힘들고 어려울 줄 몰랐어

너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야 사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까

여자이니까



I just can’t understand the hearts of men
You told me you wanted me and now that I’ve given you everything,
You tell me you’re leaving
You told me that it was the first time you felt this way,
And said that I was special
I believed those words and I was so happy

You should have told me that your feelings had faded
I had no idea, and I continued to depend on you
Although I will hate you, I'll still be missing you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

They say that when you give a guy all he wants,
he quickly gets bored
and although I tell myself,
I’ll never be tricked by love again
I fall in love, and my heart breaks again

Please don’t break the hearts of girls
Who’ll do anything for love
I didn't know that living this life while being loved would be so hard
Although I will hate you, I'll still be missing you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

You should have told me that your feelings had faded
I had no idea, and I continued to depend on you
Although I will hate you, I'll still be missing you
because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

Sunday, October 11, 2009

à bébé

Le bébé, pourquoi vous n'avez pas répondu mon message ?
J'ai attendu ici si longtemps et vous ne m'avez pas répondu.
Pourquoi ?
Bébé m'aimez-vous ?
Le bébé pourquoi vous a faits subitement changé ?
Vous avez juste tourné à une autre personne dans un soudain,
et je ne comprends pas pourquoi.
Je veux juste vous dire que je vous aime le bébé.
S'il vous plait, aimez-moi aussi.
Je vous aime toujours.

Friday, October 9, 2009

Gagalicious



currently in love with


LADY GAGA..!!


I'm so starstruck, baby could you blow my heart up..


XD

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

words are back

KONICHIWA..!!
And finally, I’ll update the entry with more than 100 words..
XD
TRIAL EXAM IS OVER..!!
And we are now heading to the harder and bigger challenge..
And it’s the SPM..!!

Let’s talk about my life past few weeks..
It was kinda suffering..
I was actually just wasting so much time for something not worth..
It brought me to inferno..
I know, I was just not smart enough on this stuff..
And now..
Things are back to normal..
Excluding you..
Everything is fine..
Excluding you..
Everything is as like it never changed..
And I don’t know..
How to change you back..
I’ve no idea..
How we can smile with each other like how we did previously..
Now I found..
Promises may be fake..
No matter how real it sounded like..
It should not be trusted..
And it’s time to awake from all the fantasies..
My world changed because of you..
Maybe you took me for grunted..
But it’s ok now..
At least..
In this moment..
You still act like nothing happened..
And finally smile to me like how you did previously..
The only thing I hope now..
Is everything about us will be fine and better..
=)

Well..
I got my results..!!
And it’s not really as bad as what I expected..
Hahahaha
You won’t know how excited I was when I got my marks..
Thank God..!!

I FELL IN LOVE WITH LADY GAGA..!!!!
Ok I know..
Maybe she’s a Hermaphrodite..
But I still love her songs..
And her style..
XD
She’s awesome..!!

Ok..
It’s time to end this post..!!
It’s PMR holiday now..
So..
To the PMR candidates..
jie jie wish you..
Best of luck in your PMR exam..^^
Although it’s not that important..
But just do your best..!!
God Bless..!!

THE END

Friday, October 2, 2009


outings this two weeks


THE END

Thursday, October 1, 2009